MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN ADDICTED TO PORN FOR YEARS, AT FIRST THIS HURT ME VERY DEEP. I THOUGHT IT WAS A PHRASE HE WAS GOING THROUGH BUT REALIZE IT HAS NEVER STOPPED. HE WANTED ME TO DO LOTS OF THINGS I WAS NOT COMFORTABLE WITH AND I WAS CONSIDER NOT TO BE OPEN MINDED. WELL HE WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND. THROUGH ACCIDENT I FOUND HE HAS SPENT A LOT OF TIME AND MONEY IN STRIP CLUBS GETTING LAP DANCES. HE ALSO MELT A YOUNG WOMAN THERE AND HAS BEEN SEEING HER FOR TWO YEAR, THE AFFAIR MIGHT BE OVER, AT LEAST THAT WHAT HE SAID. HE SAID HE WAS LEAVING BUT HE NEVER DID. HE AND THIS WOMAN HAD A SEXUAL THING GOING ON, SHE TOLD ME WHEN TALKING TO HER OVER THE PHONE ,THAT THEY HAD DONE EVERYTHING AND THAT THEY WERE GETTING MARRIED BUT THAT HE HATED TO LEAVE ME BECAUSE HE FELT SORRY FOR ME AND THAT HE WAS WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME. I FOUND ALL OF HIS DIRTY PORN DVD'S AND I HID THEM. HE HAS MEET WOMAN ON LINE THAT OFFER ALL KIND OF SEXUAL FAVOR, I DON'T KNOW HOW FAR HE HAS GONE WITH THEM. HE STOP HAVING SEX WITH ME OVER 5YRS AGO, I'M SO HURT BY THIS BUT GOD HAS HEAL LOTS OF MY PAIN. HE STILL LOOKS AT LOTS ON PORN ON THE COMPUTER, I'M TALKING SOME OF THE DIRTIEST KIND, IT MAKE ME SICK TO MY STOMACH. ONE WOULD NEVER KNOW HE IS THIS KIND OF PERSON. HE IS 50YRS AND HAS HAD 3 HEART ATTACT, THAT'S WHEN HE STARTED TO CHANGE AND I ALLOW IT BECAUSE. (I HAVE NO EXCUSE) I STILL LOVE HIM BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT MY MARRIAGE TO WORK ANYMORE. HE SAYS HE DON'T LOVE ME AND NEVER DID. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED 23YRS AND HAVE ONE IN COLLEGE AND THEY ARE VERY CLOSE, HE EVEN TOLD HIM THAT HE CARES FOR ME BUT DON'T LOVE ME. OUR CHILD IS LOSING A LOT OF RESPECT FOR HIM. HE KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING ON LINE BUT NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT IT. I WAS EMBARRASE BY THIS BUT THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO. I'M JUST SICK OF IT ALL PLEASE DON'T USE MY NAME, VERY UNHAPPY