You are a strong woman which I am sure many have told u. I am a young, highly attractive (only did I realize this recently) motivated and bubbly woman who has a husband with a sexual addiction. When friends and family found out no one believed it. I constantly took care of him, rubbed him every night, full body massage and all, cooked cleaned took care of our kids and his from a previous relationship. Also worked full time job, while he worked part time job which only paid for the gas in his "eye catching" vehicles so he could drive to see these women. He was told by friends that he had it all, a beautiful, attractive wife, loving kids, happy home and no one including me originally understood why, until I looked deeper. We had crazy sex and we enjoyed it. He would say that it was great with me because it always felt good and I liked different things, all the time. I realized that it was not a lack of sex or experimentation it was the need and rush to have it with different women and the rush of keeping it a secret from me, his wife. I got tested and am fine, and I have moved out with my kids, and have begun the washing of him off of me. He has disrespected me, and our kids as I am their mother. I feel happy and alive again, as it got to the point where I had no friends left. I am going out and enjoying life. We need to stay strong as individuals and if our spouses will not change then we know we have made the correct choice in leaving.