I left my husband due to his kept lies from me that he had a sex addiction. He'd go to work, call me during the day all the time, I could go to his job anytime & he'd be there, never went out with friends, on his day off we did chores together, & made love twice or more a week, held me to sleep every nite, always showed others & our children that he adored me..., but when we'd argued he would hit me. Then after 24 years the truth came out. he was sleeping with women in massage parlors, & many other women for pretty much 20 years, & he'd lured women in his care then asked them to watch him masturebated..He was a gambler, & from time to time took Cocain. Now this is a man that has kids, & that adored him.. They are devasted as well as I was 1 year ago. I decided to leave him, because I feel in my heart I can't trust someone like that again. I have also lost my home, but now in an apartment trying very hard to find a job, as I have return to school. I truly don't believe this man will ever change. It's an illness that stems from childhood on my part, due to some form of lack of love. I want you to know I still wish him the best. I am now free to start my life. I never grew with him, as he kept me in the dark. I pampered his 4 heart attack due to his double life. He is very sad now, because he wants me back, but I told him that he made his bed & now he must sleep on it, & he knew that the end results would have been all against him, then why didn't he seek help in all those years if he truly loved me, or for that matter considered me his friend. Let's not forget that he could have given me a deadly disease. He never gave me a choice, & to me that's selfish. I clean my hands from this man, & I am beginning to feel happy for the first time in 24 years. Thanks, A~